Getting over it..

Okay I’m a girl. I’ve secretly had a crush on this guy for ever since the 4th grade. I’m bout to be in 9th grade.
I’ve had little side crushes on other guys before while liking this boy. (lets call him ‘bob’) but I’ve always liked him a lot and was too shy to say anything, even to my friends because I was too embarresed. (he’s sorta like a wannabe popular boy that hangs out with the popular people but acts stupid and sumtimes made fun of by them.
He’s way over confident soo he takes the jokes againist him as nothing. Its hard to describe him.) anywhoo… I’ve moved from my beloved country town away from ‘bob’. I was to stupid and didn’t have the nerve to ever tell him how I felt. I feel bad too because it kinda felt like he liked me back too…I think about him all the time and I dont even want too. I feel over obsessed over ‘bob’. I really wish I didnt like him soo maybe I wouldn’t have stared at him during class and making me feel crazy…etc

Sooo… I want ways to help me forget about him during this summer vaction and during the next school year.