Do i need love? becuse it sure feels like it

I have always talked to friends for help but now after so long they don't seem to care. They keep telling me I do not need love when I know I need it so much they say that I am only 14 and I don't need it because I have my whole life ahead of me. I don't...

think that makes any difference at the least I need something more than a friend to help me though this, but no one can offer that because everyone seems to be embarrassed of me. Is it all in my head? I don't think so because sometimes it gets so painful that I get depressed and get way to manny thoughts of suicide. I always tell them that I feel that I need someone who understands me someone who will hug me when I'm hurt someone who will let me cry on there shoulder when I'm sad. And almost all the friends I have are girls I don't know if that matters. Help!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

right so your suicidal because you dont havve a boyfriend???
anyway it is not tha important if you r so depressed c a counciler it really duz help, try telling your parents and if your friends dont care or pay attention they really aint gud mate's at all! try getting a boyfriend and see how it works out 4 u. or just do more stuff on weekends hang out wiv mate's or family more to keep your mind off it. take care xx

umm im a guy I just have friends who are mostly girls

What problems are you going through that you think a girlfriend is the only answer to?

family problems behind the scenes stuff that no one sees emotional stuff like things no one really does understand about me like my ocd or my love for classical music

understand about me like my ocd or my love for classical music

...Yes...we are so not understanding because you love music. We just do not understand.

o you would be suprized for how much I am made fun of for that