Addiction to pain

Is it kinda weird, im kinda addicted to pain, is it normal, and dont say im emo, im not a soup can so you cant label me.

Normality is a term that shouldn't really exist... People often confuse the word 'normal' for what is most common.

It is not weird at all...
but it IS, however, very damaging to yourself... You are not addicted to the actual pain, rather... you are addicted to the aftermath of what the pain brings toyou...how it makes you feel.

'I'm not a soup can so you can't label me' aaahahaha. what the hell.