When will I get it right?

You sound like you are Anorexic. You need to get some professional help.

It is no wonder that you haven’t had a period in several months. YOU are destroying your body’s ability to cope with normal functions.

If you don’t get help, your body will become permanently harmed and you may even die, which is a very normal result of Anorexia.

  Anorexia Nervosa

Understanding the signs, symptoms, causes and treatment

http ://www.helpguide.org/mental/anorexia_signs_symptoms_causes_treatment.htm

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