Had feelings for my ex when he hugged me

ok a while ago I was going out with this lad. we were seing eachover for ages then 1 day he cum down 2 my villege with his mate matty. that day his mate told him he was in love with me.

a cupple days later me and my boy friend splitt because things were getting 2 heavey we said we mite get back togever when things blew over.

well a month ago I thort it had whey he stared dating one of my close mates. so me and my ex boy friend sarted to flurt again we never got back to never but we are gettin close.

but yesterday I was upset so matty gave me a hug and a friendly kiss. the next thing I no matty finnished my friend and told me that he never liked her as much as he liked me. He told me when he huged me he relised how much he rely liked me. Truth is I did feel something when he hugged me.

so now I am rely confuesed. what do I do I still rely love my ex boy friend but I am starting to get fellings for matty well maby its just because he was there for me when I was up set I dunno. but even if I did have fellings for him I wouldn’t be able to get with him would I? because of him and my friend going out?

can anyone give me any advise. All I want is a quiet life and to have some fun. what do I do?