Sapphic Life

Sapphic Life, can you help me?PLEASE!!!

I really just want some advice, from someone who is objective, non-prejudice & openminded… I dont know what to do or where to go… I love her with my whole heart & soul, I just dont know what to do anymore… had 2 huge fights, we got physical…never done that before (never thought 2 women would get in2 a fix like that) ever since things just have not been the same. she blames me for everything, even going to see a dr, to deal with my insecurities etc. I’m even on meds again so I can just have some sort of stability. thing is, she plays and flirts with her “friend” who she slept with while married, before me…& gets agro because I find it hard to accept & feel threatened, ofcourse she is gogeous & has a body etc to doe for & yes I am jealous…I hate it, but its true. my girlfriend also flirts and plays with every other girl she meets or is friends with & keeps telling me that that is just her peronality & I must accept it. so I try, VERY hard…we were once @ a friends place & her daughter kissed my girlfriend in the bathroom because they were joking about the whole “I kissed a girl thing” & it really hurt me!! but I let it go, because she assured me that she pushed her away & we left right after… but she leads people on & that is why they want her, she says I’m imagining things… but when we are out, I cant laugh too much, or look at anyone too long, or I’m doing something wrong…accuses me of looking for attention. she wants to visit her “best friend” yes the gorgeous 1 till 3am without me…what am I? Now we havent been intimate for over a month & to me it is very important as I want to be that close to her…she keeps gettingry with me if I mention it…says she loves me & that things will just take time to come right, but I dont know how much more I can take. I know she has been loyal, because there really is no oppertunity for her to cheat on me, but what if I missed it?

we always fight terribly after she has been to her friend, its as though everything I do iritates her, she finds fault with everything I do… I think she suffers from severe depression & has terrible anger issues, I just dont know Can anyone offer me some advise???