my effed up family

Talk to your dad about moving out. If he petitions for custody, he’d probably get it… And her refusing to take you to the doctor when you have a problem is going to look bad, you might want to remind her of that… Mental health is a part of your health, and she is legally required to provide you with access to health care…

About the cutting - If you can’t get help from your family, you NEED to talk to your school counselor or a teacher that you trust.

I remember when I was 17 and even little problems seemed huge and the big ones seemed insurmountable. It’s hard when you don’t have a lot of power or freedom. The good news is, you’re getting close to being old enough to do what you want. To make it from now to then, it’s important to talk to someone who can help, like a psychologist or therapist. They are great at helping you deal with and understand your feelings and make life easier to face without cutting yourself or possibly doing something even more serious.

Good luck!