I lost a good friend.. how can I get him to come back to me?

this is very long I know.. but PLEASEEE read.. I need advice as quick as possible :( so I had this one really close friend, and we always faught, and things some times would get really bad.. it has been about 10 days since I have even talked to him :( we got into a fight last saturday, and he deleted me off of msn, he broke his cell phone, so I cant even text him or any thing.. he wont even look at me in the halls! I met him in noveber, and he was going through a really diffucult time of his life. and he really just needed some one to listen to him. I was always there for him no matter what, we got really close, and I felt like I could tell him any thing. he used to tell me all about his troubles, and it seemed like he was telling the truth when he said that I was one of the best things in his life at the time. anyways.. so I would always listen to his stories, and try to give him advice, and just try to take things off of his mind, by being a good friend… but reasontly when things started getting hard for me, he told me that I was being to negative, and that things in his life were finally good, and that he didnt want to deal with me and my drama, all I wanted was to have some one to talk to.. I mean, I have other tons of other friends, and a few really good ones that I talk to a lot as well. but knew that none of them would understand. not like he would… now that he is not around any more .. I feel so lonely a lot of the time, and feel like there is some thing missing. I dont know what to do. he made it clear that he didnt want me in his life, but what if I still REALLY REALLY want him in mine?!? I dont know what to do, we had gotten in lots of fights before, but they always lasted only like a day or two. I would always be the bigger person and appologies, even if I thought that he was the one being immature, or what ever. I was going to wait it out this time, wait for him to say sorry to me… but he isnt going to. and I dont know what to do. I dont want to say that im sorry, beacuse im not. I just wish that he knew how much he meant to me, should I just give in and appologies (for nothing :S) so that I can get him back into my life? I know it seems stupid that I even want him back as a friend. but no one understands just how much he means to me :( what should I do?!?!?!?!?!