What is going on?

so I have known this guy for 9 years right... he was my first love...my first EVERYTHING..know what I mean...so we have styaed in contact over the years..split up when we were young...and over the years he has always been with someone and I have to..this...

time we have met back up and he is not seeing nobody and im not either...we have stayed friedns ALWAYS...last night I went to see him and we drank and danced and had the best time ever..it was like old times...in my heart I know I love him...and we also had sex...I had been wanting this for so long...when the time come he could not stay hard and I could not stay wet...WHY??? we both wanted it...what is going on...all the years that has passed us by and lats night we finally get out chance after 9 years...and it didnt work out...what the heck is going on???

Just one of those things...I wouldn't read too much into it.

its not your fault its his ... he may have wanted it but he wasnt making you hott enough he needs to find your spots you know what I mean?

Could have been the pressure of the situation without either of you really knowing it. Not to mention with him, drinking at times like these can be a man's bestfriend or his worst ememy.

Maybe timing was just off. I'm sure the oppurtunity will present itself again. Good Luck the next time.