Why hes so special

Me and my boyfriend have been on and off for about 6 months but this time we are more closer than before. he means a lot to me but I still cant open up 2 him da way I wants to.we talk on the phone more but he always askes me why is he so special to me...

and I can never explain why.what do I tell him?

that's something you have to sit down and think about by yourself. We can't tell you what makes him special. That's all up for you to decide

It sounds like you need some inner reflextion and some thinking about what your boyfriend does/is that makes you feel special or enlightened in some sort of way. I mean if you're just happy with him and think he's fun or whatever then don't specify 'special' as the word. Find a new meaning for him if that is not the case but if you don't know what makes him tick to actually define him as something then maybe you don't know him as well as you would like to and that's why you go blank at the question.

As for not being able to talk to him, maybe you feel he's holding back as well and won't open up so you're not able to.