Why do I still feel like this?

I feel like I'm still slightly crushing on this guy. To make a long story short, I had the biggest crush on him and we got involved with each other. He admitted at one point at the time that he was using me so he could get laid, but I still liked him for some reason. I don't know why. I was friends with him beforehand, and we still talked after we got involved.

So, a couple of months later, it was Summer and he was obsessed and I mean, obsessed with having sex with me. He would never leave me alone about it. I mean, to be honest, I was going to give in because I liked him so much, but I knew if I gave in, I would've regretted it. This continued for a couple more months, but then stopped. But I never did anything with him, if you know what I mean.

He then had a girlfriend and I was full-on jealous. I tried so many times to get over him and for the most part, I tell some of my friends that I was over him. I mean, the temptation is hard because I feel like it would not be a good thing if I still liked him, but I think I still do. My reasoning - He's in one of my classes and I turn bright red when he walks in the room and my heart is pounding. I get so nervous everytime I see him. So, what do you think?

I think your lovestruck and you know he's not right for you but you find it hard to get over put you mind on other things for a while and try to ignore him
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The fact is you are emotionally attached, because you gave yourself to him,
something girls tend to do when they have sex with a guy. So that is why you cant get over him, but knowing he just wants you for sex, means he isnt interested in you as a person. He isnt worth getting obsessed over...he doesnt want to be with you in the right way, so its best to move on. Summer is coming and the best thing you can do for yourself is stop all contact with him, and basically stay clear of him! There are PLENTY of nice, decent guys out there, so dont waste your time on someone who only sees you as an object!

yeaaa... I think you might still like him... or it may just be jealousy and rage... but it dose seem like he was just wanting you for "physical needs"... and since you didn't give in...he left!! - sounds like a jerk to me!! if I were you... I'd quit thinking about it... and move on strong!! there's better guys out there...and you want one that loves you for you as well as your apperance... one that won't use you to just "satisfy himself"!! show him you don't need him...and tho it's hard..move on!! live life to the fulliest and don't jump into a new relationship right away... take the time to heal and chill with friends. when you least expect it... "mr.right" will find you!! =)

good luck!! <3