Why do I feel so stupid

This is my first year at highschool and there are so many cute boys but it's like I'm stuck on one guy and it has been for about a year or 2 something like that he was my first and only love up until he went behind my back went with my cusin...

then after that we started back talking again then one night I got my dirty behind friend to ask for him while I threw something in the trash they start up a conversation and start going out

Wow... I can understand why you feel so dumb... and stupid... and idiotic... because you let A BLOOD RELATIVE STEAL YOUR MAN!!!! what is the matter with you! well, you need to suck it up, and move on, honey, because this one got away... all you need to know to get through high school is this:
1) Nobody should EVER tell you what you can and cannot do.
2) Nobody should EVER tell you what you can and can't wear.
3) Nobody should EVER STEAL YOUR MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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UNTIL NEXT TIME CHICKAS

Its all right to date around. First loves dont always last as one's would want it to be. If your boyfriend went behind your back and started to hit on your cousin, he doesnt sound like he likes you. Try to go out with others guys that interst you and you'll see that you might have things in common with other guys you talk to good luck aigh. Dont feel stupid