Why do I feel like this?

I feel kindof weird saying this, I guess, but I'm curious.
I was at my boyfriends the other day, and we were sitting on the couch, and he got on top of me, and kindof humped me?! Yeah, I mean I knew it was wrong the WHOLE time, but I dont know why I kept letting him do it to me?! Anyways, he unzipped his pants and pulled out his 'thing' and stuck it BY my 'thing'. Yes, I kindof liked it.. but whatever. So now, my 'thing' feels weird. Like it itches or something. What's wrong with it?
Oh, we DID have clothes on, btw.

Its called being horny
embrace it and enjoy it
just stay in charge

I think its in your head, he was firstly dry humping you becos he was horny. Then he pulled it out and just wanted some realise becos he was probably hard, but him rubbing it on you and you still having your clothes on wouldnt have done anything to your downstairs. Unless he has an STD and you actually have pen*s to vagina contact, nothing can happen to you, but please, if your thinking about doing anything like this, use protection.

I would say that you just can't get your mind off what it felt like and it sounds like you enjoyed it so you keep feeling him there. And you LET him do it because you liked it. Make sure he is not confused about what you actually want to do because its hard on a relationship if the guy isn't sure what his girl wants when it comes to sex. Me and my girlfriend went through this a few weeks ago but I followed the advice I got here and asked her if she wanted to have sex. She did, so WE did and it was perfect. AND I made sure I used a condom! I think you want to do it honestly.

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