Why do I feel it more days than others?

Some days I feel so ugly I won't even look in the mirror. I have noticed it is usually after the man in my life makes me feel rejected. he looks at other women on line late at night, while I lay alone in bed, awake... Thinking I must not be worthy. it...

is hard for be to believe him now even if he does say you look nice. he will say it when I first get up in my robe hair a mess make up mabe sneared., looking all funkey ya know- how can I believe that?

well I know how.
when he checks out other girls, he's basing it on appearance, and that means nothing. if he tells you you're beautiful when you know you look like crap, it's because he loves you and he can see past the way that you look.