Why am I afraid to tell him how I feel?

I don't know why I feel this way for. I have been waiting for Donnie for all of my life. I keep saying over and over that he is the one. I have been talking to someone on the phone anyways. This friend said to me that I am afraid to ask Donnie out. I don't know what to do. DO I feel so neglated about this. I thought so long and hard about this. Donnie had girlfriends before me anyways. I had to bury my feelings for him at that time. But he doesn't have a girlfriend now. He is only 33 years. old. I am just 30 years. old. I knew what my mother said to me. My mom said to me that Donnie is to old for me. I know that he is not. Donnie and I are just 3 years. apart in age difference. Donnie had those same feelings for me when I was liking someone else at the time. He had to bury his feelings for me at that time. But why should I be afraid to ask him out. Why do I feel this way? I know he doesn't want to hurt me. I don't want to hurt him either. I would do anything for him. I would bend backwards for him. Seems like that he is afraid to tell me his feelings for me. I know deep down that he will find his feelings for me all over again. I have feeling that he is afraid to love again. I want him to love me. so he can love me for who I am not for what I am. I want to feel complete again. I want Donnie to complete me and complete my heart for knowing that is love. I am so in love with him. How do I let him know that? How can I talk to him about this. I do have his number already. How do I do this anyways? I really want him to know how I feel. How do I do that? Please help me somebody. What can I do about this? Please need help now.

Someone please answer. I have been waiting for a reply from anyone. I need help now.

Pray and the Lord is he the one. You are single and he is single. You never know until you try.