Is something wrong with me?

I dont no whats the mata with me. my boyfriend says I dont apreciate what I have.or what he does for me.but I dont think its true. I live with him and his family,(its complicated)and times I get so down,thats because I dont feel like this is the life I want.im starting university soon thats going to be my first try at being independence but now he wants us to move in and start a family. im only 19.and I want a life you no what I mean. I want to buy my own stuff and be my own person,but I hurt him when I say those things,so I end up agreeing to his plans.I have a plan to get married when I no im ripe and ready and can deal with all that responsibilities of being a good wife but now I think thats not going to happen as he wants to get married

No there's nothing wrong with you. I believe you are an independent lady and you know what you want for yourself I believe you are a little depressed about your situation because you know that's it's not how you want to live , it's not how you want to be. You are 19 years old you are too young to just get married and be tied down without achieving your goals and your dreams. your boyfriend just wants you to be dependent on him just to have control over you. that way when you get married he can control the money(because it's his, he's working your'e not.) control what you wear etc. I believe you should go after what you want. Even if you have to break up with him, You can always find another boyfriend don't let anyone push you into something you are not ready for.