Whats wrong with me...?

Iam just some stupid kid you shouldnt even be reading this, but I just really need help.

Iam depressed everyday iam alive, girls have always cheated on me or used me to get someone else iam tired of it. I've been suicidal a lot of times and people...

always make fun of me and bully me but no one ever trys to help me any help? advice? anything?

I was sort of like that, don't take any of it! I went slightly over the top and threw a chair but just do somting to make people not treat you like crap!

I think the problem is you're stuck in a cycle of depression, which is just spiraling your life downward. You got bummed out about one thing, it affected other aspects of your life, which then you got bummed out on that, and its just been getting worse and worse.

Perhaps some psyciatric help would be good. Also, if you try something new, and get a hobby, you'll be too busy to be thinking about how bad your life is and how bad you've been treated by bullies and girls, etc.

No one trys to help you because they can see that you're so depressed, that you aren't able to help yourself with them helping you; you appear to people that you're lazy, and that you'd get depressed again once they stop helping you, so people don't bother trying to help you. And no one wants to be around someone who has a negative outlook on life; and only you can change that outlook.

Hang out with friends. Go to church. Nothing is wrong with you you just need love.

you probably have depression , I have it , it'ss hard to deal with I know

you can try therapy , talk to somebody about it

you can try anti-depressants too , I've taken them , they've helped me

you can write in a journal about what you're thinking or feeling

ignore the people who make fun of you , they're jerks , and they want you to be even more depressed , ignoring them can help you feel better but if they ontinue to mess with you , tell the principal or adminstrator , they can deal with them

you can find a hobby ( crocheting or knitting is a great stress reliever lol ) writing , reading , singing , etc.

if you have any questions or want to talk , you can fun-mail me , good luck - kaytee

Nothing is wrong with you. Kinda hard to realize when you're depressed, but it is true. Whatever is going on is temporary. You need to stop waiting for people to help you. You want to feel better then you need to get up and help yourself. Get yourself to the counselors office in your school (and if it is anything like the counselors office I work at, just keep going till someone pays attention and dont take it personally, we've got referrals from 2 years ago still waiting to be seen). If you dont have a school counselor, then tell your parents you want to see a therapist. If money is an issue, there are places that will do it on a sliding scale. You can feel better. Things can get better. You just need to ask for help.

People are lazy and everyone only cares for themselves. Partially it has to do with how you are also. It's not necessarily your fault, but it is hard for others to be around a depressed person.
You can be happy.
You have all the power to think and believe what you want.
Look at all that power! You believe so much that you are depressed and there is no cure, that nobody is there for you. That's powerful.
You can start by caring for yourself.
The pain from when the girls cheated on you brought your self-esteem down a lot. It made you feel worthless when truly they don't want to commit to you. They probably started out wanting to help you, like you are a 'lost, sad puppy'. Later on they realized you only brought them down because after all you are depressed. They thought they could work miracles and you could be the emo guy who says 'my girlfriend saved my life'. A lot of girls (and guys?) fantasize this way, when truly it is a cliche. And so they realized they didn't like you for you, they only tried dating you at the thought that you were emo. And because you are depressed they were afraid of making the situation worse. So instead of dumping you they snuck around and cheated.
It is not your fault at all.
Start by looking at life in a new way.
Love the world and the world will love you back.
The world is human too because it is imperfect and that is what makes it sad.
Through sadness there is beauty, and that is why girls like emo guys.
And through love there is hope.
You can have hope for the future.
Know that no matter how hard it may seem
you have all the power to be happy.
Don't fall into a boring routine.
The human mind craves creativity.
So go out there and live life as if today is your last day to live.
If I told you that you would die tomorrow,
I bet you would just shrug in your depressed state of mind
and in that is a sense of peace because you do not care about death.
And there is something good about you.
But instead of thinking that way,
you can think you have one day left to live
and you damn well better make it good.
Go change yourself.
Go on your random and fun adventure
And it will make all the difference.
You can be happy, no matter what.
You have the power.