Tell me whats going on?

okay, I'm feeling SO miserable. My boyfriend has just dumped me. But tbh, I actually feel a little more free. I like the feeling of being single - If I'm honest, I never really was in love with him, and he wasnt with me either. But anyway, I have like, I...

dont exactly know what you call it - not anorexia, bullimia, its more borderline anorexia or just struggling with my body image. I've been extreeemely down abbout my weight and looks. So thats making me feel like rubbish right now. And I just cant concentrate with my school work. And I just cant seem to cheer up - yet if I'm honest, the break up I'm dealing with reasonably well, crying about not having him there.. but I've seen worse moods with my friends. And my body, well, I've been dealing with this for years and- I've never spoke to anyone about it, maybe bottling it up is doing something. But why am I feeling SO miserable? I have terrible PMS. And maybe that has something to do with it. I'm not sure :S Help please? Thankyou.
xx

don't worry just hold. Now maybe you should tell your mom and/or dad about it or some one else you trust. So keep going and remember I'm here for you.

Well first of all, you should be glad that you both are not wasting your time with a fake relationship. You know there are actually people living their whole lives faking love and they don't do a thing about it but complain. Think of now as a break between chapters. New hair style, new look, and start fresh again. Don't worry too much about dating, just let things work on its own and see how it goes first.