I have no confidence

im 13.. when I was younger I was bullied a lot by more than one person.. like so now I have no confidence I feel reall ugly and I mean it I don't believe it when people try to say im not ugly because they only say that when im upset... now I only get...

bullied by one of the bullies that used to bully me the others I tryna b my frends I think.. I cry my self to sleep I pretty much hate life... this bully... wont stop I've told mum but she wants to tell the teachers,,, because the bully is popular more people will hate me ... if I get her into trouble.. yhh and my best mate doesnt really help I've noone her for ages now shes ditching me for someone else who always pushes me out of our frendship group I hate school.. I hate lifeee .. and its really annoying because I change moods from happy to sad and depressed really quickly .. most of the time im sad and depressed but yh.. I've been through worse than bullying in my past buttt I just wanna know wot to do like to be more confident and less depressed. thanks sorry it so long

I no just how you feel an it really sucks what helped me was I found someone who likes me for who I am an if you can find someone who will like you for who you are it will make a big differnce in your life an about the looks thing its not about what you look like from the outside its about the inside just b your self do what you do I hope this helped an good luck an if you ever wanna talk you no where to find me

it mite sound cheesy but just try and look at the brite side, and release that life has its ups and downs and before you now it you will b on a up agen... just try and enjoy the little things more when at skwl just laff it off and be happier... and tlk 2 your mate. and my advice for the kid still bullin you would b to do little things that show her for what she really is a bully.. when in front of people play the victim a bit and people will start 2 turn on her because even thou they probally laff when she deos stuff 2 u... most people will feel sorri 4 u... hope this helped and gud luck if you wanna chat fun mail me =) once agen gud luck !!