What should i do?please read it im only 13 and dont know what to do

ok...well tomorow I'm deciding to either live with my mom or my dad tomorow.and I want to live with my dad but my brother doesnt.my mom mom and dad are recovering acholics but my dad has been sober 20 years.and his girlfriend is 5 or 6 years.my mom is...

like 1,2 months.she has messed up about 4.5.6 times.my dad has given her sooo many chances.well I my dad got my brother and I for the summer.the reason why is cause my mom got messed up on the fucking last day of school.what a way to start my summer.she put me through so much hell!I never really wanted to live with her.shes crazy!and shes so blind that she doesnt even realize it.this doesnt mean I dont love her.but really before the 1st time she was sober for 8 months then boom.and if 1 summer she thinks shes fine?but who ami to judge.also where I live or lived maybe was kinda really small.only 2 other bedrooms and 6 people.and everyone smokes in the house exsept for my brother and me.at my dads no one smokes,and its in yardley.my moms is in philly.also the kids are nicer at my dads and not really gehto.I dont want to go to school at my moms.and at my dads I can shower everyday unlike my moms.maybe 2xs a week its nastty.and my mom has to take pills for back pain and it makes her loopy.there is a lot of fighting in that house.and at mydads I can actually go outside with my dad worring to much.I love my dads a lot.I already made friends:]but I do have good times at my moms.but I don't know you tell me please!

ide say your dads

thank you:]

Yeah, I think you answered your own question. Your Dad's the place but it will be good for your Mom also when she realizes that her behavior is pushing everyone out of her life. Maybe she will get the help she needs and get better herself.
Joe.

yea,yer right cause this just might make her really open up her eyes