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I think my mum hates me. here is list of things that make me get depressed. I mean is she even supposed to say or do any of these to her only daughter?!

I do well at school I get A*s and nothing below Cs.

She calls me fat all time

she shout at me for no reason

im not allowed to swear (even though my younger brother is)

im constantly grounded

when im not & I want to go out with friends I cant b/c she forces me to stay in

if I do go out I have to pay for it which I cant b/c I dont get allowance

when I do I have to spend it on stuff & then she shouts at me

I have counseller but it dont work b/c she twist things around to make it be my fault

she call me freak b/c I listen to j-rock

she doesnt support me drawing anime (even though im good at it)

she nicer to brother & does anything for him even though he failing school

she say I should be girlier when I am. sure I may be visual kei but im not like my best friend who want sex change

she say I should be cleaning up all day b/c im a girl

I nice to her when she need it

she say my room not clean & it is (it annoy me)

she ignores my opinions

she dont let me have boyfriend

she dont let me drink so that

when I go to friends I drink & be sick b/c im not used to it

she even read my texts online!!

she hit me

she find cuts on my arm & when she ask why I did them I told her truth that she isnt fair to me.that she doesnt support me or build up my confidence like mothers supposed to do. she hit me after & bring dad up to hit me too. I forced door shut so they cant get me but he still did. I dont know what I shoud do. I dont drink lot of alchol, just once every 2 month, I dont smoke / do drugs, im not failing school. im only 15 and im still in high school for 3 month & im really depressed. I have nowhere else to go if I leave home. I've tried committing suicide before but I feel bad & cant go through with it. all the other sites havent helped and this is last resort

so please... help me...

any advice will do