What should i do about my jackass dad?

Omfg!! I cant stand him!! Him an my mum split up when I was 7, an I can see why she split up with im hes a fuc*in a$$ hole im guna cut the story short as its really long..

Hes an alchoholic, he has nothin 2 do with my older brother hes disowned...

him. My brother didnt do anything!! My dads nothin but a waste of space! Yer he works he has a new wife who hates me an I hate her! He never sees me, ever! My youngest bro who is 16 went 2 live wid him because hes going to college an its closer 2 my dad than my mums house, he get my lil bro everythin!! Crosser bikes, clothes everythin!! I get sh!t my oldest bro gets nufink either. My dad never picks me up when I dont have money to get the bus 2 c him I've not seen him in over 6 months because he wont pick me up yet he takes my younger bro everywhere!! An he p!sses me off I duno why I cant have a dad who loves me an wants me an actualy cares 4 me!! My mum has a fiance who she has been wiht for 11years an I love him 2 bits an hes even more of a dad than my real dad!! I get so p!ssed off an just wana tell my dad what I think fof him but last time I did that he wouldnt spk 2 me for 9 months!! An wished me dead what do I do!? I no hes a waste of space an shouldnt bother wid him!! But hes my dad at the end of the day an if you could change who my dad was then I would!! Obviously I cant so im stuck wid a lame a$$ excuse of a farther!! What do I do!?

sophie I understand what you are saying and I must say at your age you should know the world isnt fair and so isnt life, he probably has a grudge against you and your brother (the older one) while the younger is the 'blessed child', if you are happy with your mums fiance (why isnt he her husband yet?) then I guess your family is complete. you will only get nowhere if you keep thinking about your dad so much, he is a pig (as I read) so why not just give up on him and dont bother any more. he doesnt seem to care for you so why should you care (ok hes your dad but still...). I suggest live your life, that man is slowly but surely going out of the picture.

anyway thats what I think, hope you choose wisely what to do. good luck.

well, just sit down with him somewhere and explain to him how you feel. but do it gently and don't cuss or do anything that you will regret when you get older and he dies or something. I hope I answered it correctly. thanks.

Two facts to keep in mind: 1) people can change (especially if faith is involved) 2) he's the only Father you'll ever have...I wish you much happiness in your future !!