What should I do

Well this guy and I are close friends we promised each other we will always be brother & sisters ( we aren't) One day he ignored me like he didnt know me, so I asked him me said nothing but I knew something was up. After I asked him I said whatever sent him notes telling him that he can do anything he wants know cause I dont care anymore. Well the thing was that I had Cancer too, I didnt knoe what to do... looking at Korean Dramas I didnt want him to be burden because of me. I didnt want him to fall in love with me, and be burden, it be harder on him. What should I do I told him we cant be brother and sisters as long as I live? Should Apologize???

Could you rephrase in short, simple, complete sentences? It is hard to understand what you are trying to say.

okay so I think I understand what your saying.

1. dose he like you has he told you he has or can you just tell?
2. dose he know you have cancer?

okay well I don't think that you should let cancer get in your way. you should live your life.I guarantee you are a wonderful beautiful person and you shouldn't let something stop you from living your life to the best of your ability! you should apologize to him becuase it seem like you love him in your own way even if you might not live which I think you will live!!!but you should still love him and be his friend becuase nothing can come between that not even death and dont worry about hurting him or burdeing him becuase I DONT THINK YOU ARE!!!unless hes one of those as*holes then your NOTT burdening him!!!you should let him be apart of your life no matter what nothing can come between friendship.and dont let anything stop you from loving any body not even if you promised to be his sister and keep it like that you should still express your feeling and be honest I mean you dont want to die and think that you didnt do anything you wanted YOU SHOULD LIVE!!! becuase I know your going to live and then when you do your going to be liike sh*t why did I say we shouldnt be friends I miss him!!

hhaha I dont know if im making much sense but I hope you understand my point.