What is that im feeling

im 15 going to turn 16 I feel lonely and I want to have a boyfriend as official because im tired of sneeking out and saying lies to my parent im a sophmore now but whe I was a freshman I went out with this guy and I told my parents that I said yes to...

them and then started to do a drama scene and meeting with me that I had to break up with him after 2 months in half I broke up with him and my parents think I broke up with him the same week this all happen . now im dating this kid that doesnt go to my same highschool but his better than never I feel love and someone to tell all my secrets. but now im moving more far than where I leave and im not going to see him I think im going to work it out if I find a job but I usually reallly like him and I want him to come to my house without my mom is nuts. like my birthday is coming do you think I should ask her mom can I get a boyfriend . right being a teenager is not easy when your parents dont even talk about sex but they think you stupid to get pregnet also like not giving me money for new clothes kids at school are crazy they make fun of you if you dont act as kool like them and im fitting in but how im going to cohey think continue doing this they think you good to school to learn but the real stuff is that school is like a movie where you got your own group friends your own gossip and all that please help me !!

THe best thing to do is talk to your parents because all of this sneaking around is not going to do it. You sound pretty mature so from my point of view you should be able to handle a boyfriend.