What can i say need help

ok well heres what happened
well I had broke up wit ma boyfriend we been going for 4 month
and when I did everyone said he got reall upset and strted crying
so I went back with him becouse I realised I still like him
the reason I broke up with him is...

becouse my feelings werent that strong 4 him
and I told my friend I didint wanne go wit him so she just went ahead and told him
but we worked things out and I told him I didint love him but that I like him

so I got back with him and I dont know when his around me I feel wiered
and my cousind told me he thinks I dont wanne be with him
so she told me his gonne ask me why im like that when his around me so his gonne ask so he told me 2 call him as soon as posible becouse he has 2 talk 2 me

I already noe whta his gonne ask me his gonne ask why do I seem like I dont wanne be with him so yeah

and I need help what can I tell him

Just be honest, tell him exactly what's on your mind.