How to handle being stuck at home and not snowboarding?

snowboarding is just about my life right now. it might sound lame but it is. I want to get on this team next year and I really got to get good at freestyle. I was plannin to really kick it up this weekend and get this stuff down but I was sick and out of school mon, tues and wed, im going to school tommorow and friday but my mom is still making me stay home this weekend and im seriously crushed in every sense of the word. I dont know what the f*ck do to with myslef. I feel like im dying. its ridiculous, im usually very rational and this is just crazy.

1080 Snowboarding for N64. If you have a Wii you can get it on the Virtual Console.

try skate boreding
there sort of the same
it might help