Urgent help needed

I am 13yrs old and not that amzing looking, I am really having problems. I have a group of 8 friends. I love dem dearly as friends, but I find that everytime they are together I fade away. what I mean is, I am excluded, we kinda have rolls in the...

group, mine is listener, I love that people trust me and confide but with them it is all take, I am going through a crap time in my life at the mo and I really need them, but everytime I need them its like im busy I don't care, I no they care bout me, but rite now I hate my life and wish so hard that I can end it!!!
as I've been looking at how they treat me, I've found that im there for when no-one else is around. im realy down and I no they are my friends, dumping them is not an option, I have tried approching them and I sed it and they wer all nice then forgot in a second. its literaly a gr8 big your a convinience for problems not my friend
I may be overiacting but I just need some advice so , if anyone has anytips on friends or feeling better bout urself please post ?

mystery in misery
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well it seems that theme friends of yours are rude you need to talk to theme n tell theme you wanna be apart of there group not just a lissoner eather if that dint work get new friends thats all i can say

thanx for that, i am grateful but the problem is that these frriends are friedns but they just dnt no anything i need to no how to aproach them any ideas?

Stop taking the backseat all the time! It sounds as if you are a very passive person, that's your problem. Learn to be confident, independant and aggressive! Then perhaps your friends will give you a little more attention.