Underneath it all (depressed)

I feel like I am not accomplished anything like I'm not strong enogh or pretty enough or I can't draw which I think I do pretty well. and when me and my friends play a friendly game on cards and ilose they make fun of me and it hurts.then I started get a little depressed thinking about my parnets divorce and haveing the same night mare over and over about my parnets screaming at each other and I'm trying to calm them down but it there is no use.and I realized that all of my freinds are smarter then me and the are in honors class and stuff so it makes me sad then today our team just lost battle of the books and I feel so bad right now that I told my friend (that I usually walk with and that her team won against ours) that I could not walk with her today .and also cause all my freinds has some guy that likes then or my crush like my friend and they go out I hate that and then they expect me to be a cool about it with out asking me how I feel .I really need help please help me

girl, I recently had a problem a lot like yours. my parents are also divorced...except it happened to me when I was 4 years old. I know it's hard thinking that they won't be together anymore, but I've learned to like it. You may feel like you haven't accomplished a lot in your life, or you're failing yourself...but these things are all just in your head. I'm positive that if you thought about your life...and all the things you have accomplished, you would be more than proud of yourself. A couple of months ago, my boyfriend of 1 year broke up with me on our 1 year anniversary and I found the reason to be that he was cheating on me...I was crushed. Because of this...it lead me into anerexia, depression, manic stress, ect. all just because of a few small things. I was also having problems with my stepdad who sometimes lets his anger get in the way of our family..if you know what I mean. But anyways...this isn't my life story...I just wanted to let you know that I have come out of all of this because of a very good friend of mine. Talking about stress and your problems with a close friend or relative often has proved to relieve stress and it takes a lot off your chest. Losing in a game or a challenge is always tough. You can handle losing two different ways in my perspective. 1. Get sad or angry and blame yourself. or 2. Remember that theres always next time to win. I'm not saying that you have to be happy or anything if you lose...but you've just got to remember that there is always another time for your turn to win. I'll give you more advice if you need it...best of luck...email me if you need more help. Love ya. ~Kelz