Too overly emotional

I really do beat myself up too much.

It's mostly when I don't get to see my boyfriend as much as I'd like. We have a long distance relationship and he has a bad habit himself where he has a hard time saying no even when it's unreasonable. Anyways,...

anytime I ask to see him and he drags on and doesn't say no I can't it hurts kinda and I cry when I can't see him. Im and easy crier, and have been like that since I was a child, and I have improved since then.

My boyfriend thinks its normal that I cry it out, and talk to him about it, and he really loves and cares for me and isn't scared off that I am like that. But from what I've looked up, it isn't normal. I need tips on trying to stop that, because even though I like crying out my emotions, I don't want to scare him away. I think things that contribute to that is the economy (he gets laid off, the distance, and the time I have on my hands with just school right now) btw I am 19 and he is 21.

But yes help me figure this out.

listen love one thing that turns men away is when a woman isnt herself or changes things about her to impress a boy,
so you cry all you have to if you feel like crying on the phone or wherever be yourself and if he really loves you he'll stick by your side because thats what couples do x

lala

omg!
we have so much in common.
I have a long distance relationship
and wenever I cant see him I cry and feel like shyt
but, if your mahn luvs you like you say, why would he leave u.?
when he says you guys cant see each other, just think that ther will always be another time, and mabi you can catch a train or sumtin and try and go see him on the weekends or a holiday.?

We don't live that far. Only 90 miles. We both have cars...I guess I'm just greedy. But thanks for the advice, I'm learning to deal.