Think i'm getting anxious for my man to come why?

To my previous question, I'm sort of involved with a man that now moved back to Nashville TN.
I'm so anxious to have him come out here to Michigan. He's suposed to come out here September 28th. I'm so nervous and anxious since he's saying that he has...

some surprises for me.
I don't know what to think since I haven't told my closest friend yet. I'm so afraid to tell her. I'm going to church tomorrow since she's coming with me. I don't want her to know. I feel I'm not doing something right since I feel like I'm slipping away from my Mormon faith a bit.
I'm wondering, how come I'm so anxious to have this person come out? I really have sort of fallen in love with him. I'm afraid I might slip while he's here. What should I tell my leaders in church if I slipped?
This has been bothering me since last week. I can't seem to get rid of these feelings. I'm infatuated with this man since I love the South, and Southern people altogether.
I would appreciate some feedback if possible.

Deep down in your subconscience mind, you want to expierence something different from mormon, and when they do find out(mormons) it will be diffacult, but go where your heart tells you to, if you resonate with the south, most of the south is (Baptist) thats who your true self is, don't be someone that everyone else wants you to be, be where your intuition (heart) resonates too,I think you would have a happy life, you are nervous because you know what you will have to do when they find out about him(the mormons) you are anxious because, you are in love, I hope you make the right choice for you, no one else really matters except you, everyone is the captain of their own ship, I wish for the best to you,