How to get over the worst thing I've ever done?

I was seeing this older guy I worked with and things were really great. Well I found out that I was pregnant and was going to tell him about it... Well he called me one night and I decided I was going to invite him over and tell him. When he called, he told me he didn't want to be in a relationship with me anymore and it devistated me... What made things worse was that he said he still loved me and will always love me but we couldn't be together... I was heartbroken.. Well I didn't end up telling him that I was pregnant and went and had an abortion.. It was the worse thing I have ever done. I still think it was the smart thing to do because I am 22 and in college and couldn't have a baby right now.. I knew that if I told him It would not go well.. He was a womanizing 43 year old inmature idiot.. I still feel horrible about the abortion though.. I never thought I would ever get one... I have never told anyone about this except for here... I don't think I need advice, Maybe just someone to talk to..

You did the right thing, considering the situation. And living with your decision IS the consequences. It'll take time for you to cope with this... good luck...

Feel free to funmail me hun.

You need support right now.

even tho you said you dont need advice I will still give you sum. you shouldnt have done that if you couldnt face the consequences. it really must have been hard but it was a bad decision...but I hope everything gets better for u!