How to tell him I'm not having an abortion?

so I am 20 will be 21 in april just found out I am pregnant yesterday... my relationship with the dad is crazy but managable... He's tellin me im not ready and I know that Im not but I am so against abortions that I look at it as we made the choice not to use protection so now its our responsiblity to handle the consequenses... I suffer from depression and emotionally I get triggered and am an unstable person but only when I am triggered... I've been workin on that before this even came up and I think I have been improving... yea I cry but so does everyone else I dont throw tantrums and become violent anymore...
my emotions is what he is usin against me to prove to me this isnt a great idea... how do I tell him that im not going to have the abortion??? or is he right???

AND I BELIEVE IN PROCHOICE!!! SO IM NOT AGAINST IT FOR EVERYONE JUST FOR ME AND MY OWN BELIEFS!!! SO I DONT WANT ANYONE TO FEEL OFFENDED..

OH AND HE HAS 4 OTHER KIDS SO ITS NOT LIKE HE DONT KNOW WHAT IT TAKES TO GET SOMEBODY PREGNANT!!!

*** ..but I am so against abortions.. ***
*** AND I BELIEVE IN PROCHOICE!!! SO IM NOT AGAINST IT...***

you just completely contradicted yourself. this question is not even worth reading.

what I am sayin is im not going to be outside protestin abortions because I would never get one... but if you would get one I wouldnt look down on you or pull out a bible and tell you youre wrong... thats not contridicting thats my own opinion...

thanks

I am against abortions myself. I beleive when babies comes in this world that they should have a life like we should. I am not protesting anything. Abortions are so ugly to me. That is murdering a child. That is not the way it should be. I should say keep the baby and love it no matter what. But like say if you don't want the child have someone adopt it. There are adoption agencies you could go to if you are free about that knowing if you want to give up your child. But if you don't want to give up the child and keep it, yeah feel free to keep the child that you would love and protect it no matter what. I just hope this would work out for you. I just hope this helped a lot.

I understand that abortion can be ugly but you ahve to think what is right for the child , if you are not prepared to take care of it, and raise it properly then abortion would be a good choice because I'd rather have it to live in heaven than live a sh*tty life on this earth that's not fair to the kid.