Crying because I love him

I Love My Friend Jordan so much, but he lives too far away for us to even meet again. I Just Cried For Half An Hour Because He Has But In His Msn name,' I Love ___, My MoonPig ;]]'' I Just Couldn't Understand What he means, One Time He Said to Me on msn (J-Jordan, M-Me),

J: 'I Like This Girl, but she lives too far away,'
M: Aw, How far away does She live?'
J: 'I dunno,'
M: What? xD Well Tell me Where She lives.
J: You Tell Me
M: How am I meant to know?!? xD
J: You Hang Around with her 24/7.
M: Ellie? (My best friend)
J :L No, Silly moonpig.
M: Who then??
J: I g2g you'll figure it out.

I think that means he likes me. as he's only talk to esme once. I Hate not seeing him. It hurts me so much, Today I almost cried on the bus because, 'Imaginary, by evanessance' Came on my Ipod. I love him, I cant tell him.

I thought of everything to write here when I was cring, But I have forgotten it all now.

Any advice? (About Jordan, Not my memory loss problem.) Ty if you comment.

Yeahh haha I really think he likes you!! but I really have no idea what you can do in situation like that, it depends how far away he lives I guess!!