So depressed lately.

my friends have just been complete jerks. I complain about them a lot, their really not great friends. It's so hard because I've been friends with them for awhile, and they always leave me out. I'm sick of feeling this way, it ruins my day all the...

time. they're always having fun while I'm sitting home. I'm sick of hearing find new friends, forget them.. its much easier said than done. I don't know what to think anymore, sometimes I really just want to ignore them and completely forget about them. Other times I feel like I should confront them. But then, I'll feel like they'll hang out with me just out of guilt, or bc they feel bad for me. I really doln't know what to do, tis really killing me inside. And this is the only place I can really express my feelings, but I'm sure everyone has their own problems and can't worry about my highschool drama..

When I'm with them, I'm happy. I don't know what to do. Even my absolute best friend, completely ditched me for our other friends. Whatever.

well, real quick I checked out your profile and I'd like to say happy birthday. maybe you'll find some people here who live in your area and then who knows? best of luck to you...

im really sorry.I know how that feels too...I feel bad because I lied to one of my very best friends(Lyndsay) to hang with one of my other friends(Kaitlynn)...well after 1-2 years of hanging out, Kaitlynn ditched me for this cheerleader who doesnt like me..me kate used to be so close now she doesnt tell me anything I feel like she uses me sometimes...I really know how it feels im sorry I cant help...I do think though,that things will get better as you get older,ya know...so I know its hard but you shouldnt worry about them.I think that if they're gonna be like that now then when they get older then they're not gonna be like that,while you're out having fun being happy...just hold your head up.I cant promise things will get better,but I really hope they do.