Am I psycho?

A few years ago I met a guy and instantly we clicked. We had this special almost spiritual connection. After a year of an amazing friendship he just stopped talking me. He completely blocked me out of his life. I blamed myself for the longest time. I struggled with food for a while and was anorexic I guess. I dated a guy for six months then broke up with him before I went to school. I stil cant stop thinking about him. It's liek everytiem I get close with a guy I obesses over what we had and blame myself. I hate the way I look again. I dont know how to get over this. I just wantto be that beautiful girl so they stop running away. What is wrong with me? Why am I so obsessive. I just long to be with someone. I never understand why I never get asked out on dates. I blame myself and it's not wrong but why is this?

Its not your fault. Don't blame yourself. Guys are just going through a lot of changes in their teenage years, they just want sex sex and more sex. Ha well most of them. Dont look for a guy, if you stop the most amazingly perfect guy will come to you and you wont have to look ever again! You just have to believe in yourself. Beleive your beautiful. Just have fun and hang out with your friends. Go out to places and meet new people. Who knows, maybe you will find someone there.

hope I helped, xoxo

Blame him not yourself.