Should I stop him or not

This is a continuty of my last posts so read it please

Hi ...I want to ask all of you one question? I LOST My virginity just 3 weeks
ago due to my mistake...as the cafe manager caught me mas*urbat*ng in the
cafe.....and he forced me and took my virginity and did sex with me. But I
enjoyed it very much too.Also I did not tell anything at home.He was quite
old man nearly 40.
Now after that I have not done sex ......Now I want to do sex.....again.
Should I do with that cafe manager or not..I liked it though and the
concept of an old man fucking me thrills me.
What are your advices...? What should I do...and if I want to do with him
again..what should I ask him....I dont know how...

Yes you are right bubux007 .....tonguering.....he was really old man
.....I was a very very shy girl who would not even talk on sex to
anyone...He treated me....so much in 2hrs that...after a while I had to
enjoy that....bcoz...I had heard that it is pain the first time and it
was. He did everything...with me from fingering, caresing...kissing and
in the end sex with me...May be thats why....of that enjoyment....I have
started thinking of him...
One thing more...I cant get close to
anyone...or I cant select any boy friend..bcoz the country where I live
the society is not like that......May be my parents would decide whom I
would marry...and here in my society a girl should be virgin at
marriage...thats why I did not tell my paretns about this
incident....But still I have got the taste of sex...that why may be I am
again having desire for sex. And yes I am under 18

Now this is the problem with me now....above questiosn were answered

HI all members....it has been couple of months I have been with this old
man now..who took my virginity ...the cafe manager..He used to f**k me
almost 2 times a week when ever I was in the cafe....I also let him...as
he always took me in his cabin or called me.....but yesterday he just
came to the computer in the cafe's where I was sitting and surfing net.
He started there touching me and fondling with my pussy....Everyone one
in the cafe was there even a women was sitting next to me....but he
insisted upon doing it....and said you do your work and let me do mine. he
even took off my panty under my skirt...I was very frightened but the
idea was thrilling me also..........and I was getting wet by his hands
under my skirt and I typing. What do you think guys ....should I let him
do this again bcoz...that day I managed to walk to his cabin without
panties but if someone else in the cafe sitting theer comes to know
then....I was afraid.....Is this ok...or I have to stop this which looks
to me thrilling too

As I wrote you once, if you enjoy sex with this older man just do it, but never let him to humiliate you. OK, doing prohibited actions in public (e.g. in a coffe, when he was touching you) is exciting and magnetic for some persons, even for girls, maybe even in Pakistan, I do not know, but you must not forget that in Pakistan you may be killed for these type of behavior. So if the situation comes to be dangerous please find an other coffe for job and for your fun. You know honey, there are old men almost everywhere.

80 is old, 40 is mid life! If a guy is old, he wont be able to get it up anymore!!!