Should i be upset over this? so embarrassing...

Okay, so this is extremely embarrassing...

My boyfriend of over a year and I were about to have sex. He suggested I should be on top this time since I never am. I was feeling brave and was like, okay, sounds good.

So we started to do it and it was...

pretty uncomfortable for me. Mostly psychologically because out of no where I began to feel superbly self-concious about my pretty much flat chest. Being on top, I felt completely exposed. So I told him I couldn't do it any more and he just got quiet.

I began to get dressed and figured he would do the same, but he didn't. As soon as I was dressed he asked me to leave the room. I did, still feeling really mixed up and self-concious and stupid and sad, and he said I'm just going to put my t-shirt on.

Well I went outside and began to cry because I felt idiotic and hateful towards my retarded little boobs and he took forever to come out. When he finally did I asked why he'd taken so long and he said I finished what I started. Indicating that he had masturbated. So while I was outside crying and confused, instead of comforting me, he was jacking off. Should I be upset? I feel really hurt that he didn't even care to try to comfort me.

All guys what age? She hasn't mentioned an age? I'd say that's nonsense any way bimjob, if I had a modicum of respect for the girl I'd check she was alright, and would put it above my primitive urges, at any age. I'd say his only saving grace was if he got the wrong impression, maybe he didn't know how you felt. But if he knew you was hurting inside, then he should have consoled you, in my view.

Um comming from a 14 year old, I would be a lil dissapointed. But ey, if he was that excited then it looks to me as if he liked the way you are. But he should also comfort you. Talk to him about it and sort it out because if you don't, it'll stay with you. Hoped I help!

He's a bit of a jerk (all guys that age are) but if you really like him, talk to him and let him know how you feel. Any guy worth his salt is not hung up on small boobs. AT ALL.

He knew you had small boobs when he went out with you.

Maybe it does not bother him as much as it bothers you.

Kiasu