Is it ok that he controls the movement when i'm on top?

I've started having sex with my boyfriend of around 9 months now, but I always make him go on top. We haven't done any other position than missionary, but I'm too scared to be on top. But now, it doesn't feel good when I'm on the bottom. I want to be on...

top, but I actually don't think I know what to do really. I've had dry sex with him while me on top, and he usually puts his hands on my butt and pushes while we're going, moving our junk together. I'm not even sure if I was doing it right, but I was getting h*o*rny. And considering he was pushing my butt harder and making me go slower at some moments, is that a bad or good sign? I don't get it.

I know this might sound weird, but would watching some p*0rn help me know what to do? I don't even know where to go, if I do.

Just because he's grabbing you and pushing you different ways doesn't mean you're doing it wrong. It's just something guys do. All you need to do is move which ever way feels good to you. That's why you're on top! You have control, and whatever feels good to you is most likely doing it for him too. Watching porn might help, but some of the things they do aren't always as easy as they look, so don't think just because you can't do the exact same thing that you're not doing it right!

uhh... maybe watching sum mght help I guess?

Me, personally, being on top is the best way to be, because YOU have control of the situation. There's also a deeper penetration inside the vaginal canal that in turn will have a higher chance of reaching your g spot. It's going to be a little awkward at first because it's a NEW position and experience, but you'll naturally know what to do to satisfy yourself and your man with practice. The first time doing anything isn't perfect so don't strive for perfection your first attempt, its PRACTICE makes perfect! Also, advice, please always use protection if you can't truly 100% trust that your partner isn't carrying something or if you don't want to get pregnant!

yeah watch some,get some ideas
then go try them out tell your boyfriend that you want to try other things,im sure he won know what to do either so that way you'll both be learning something and it wont be that awkward