School depression!!

I am going back to skl tomoz! Ahhh!!! I feel so down like my life not worth livin. I hate skl and everythin bout it!!! I do have friends but we havent even see each other over the holidays. I wanted to but they couldnt be bothered makin me think that they dont like me as much as I like them!!! I feel bad at skl, I get bored n stop concentratin so I think bout other stuff like how I want to get thinner and I start plannin what I eanna eat all the time (which I am trying to stop). I get embaressed all the time bout speakin to people I dont know well or answerin a question wrong!!! This year is going to be worse because sum lessons I am not with any of my mates!!! Ahhh. Is my life worth livn, would it matter if I didnt wake up tomoz!!! I qam so dreadin it!!! And also my mates are all popular and chatty. One is good at work, one at dance and one at being nice and funny etc, so I am known as 'things friend' its so annoyin and depressin!!! No one know me for me because I am queit unless I know someone well then I am fun (I hope ! :-s)

Earlier I felt so worried I started mukin about with my scissors and scratchin myself with em because I was down, then I started muckin bout with a razor and accidentally cut my finger bad!!! I made me feel a little better, which I know it shouldnt

What can I do, I cant think of one positive thing my life right now, my hate of skl has taken over! What can I do to think an be happy again?
Thanx

Becz
P.s I am not attention seekin, just want to be happy

well if you want 2 b happy fen you got to fink positve which is a startmayb you cud speak 2 different ppland if you feel that your friends don't want 2 meet up with umake sum nu m8sbut rember dont self harm urself as it is not the answer to your problem
just take one day at a tym
xxx

well first yu should really start thinking of more positive things.. and while yu are in school do things that make yu happier.

and surround yourself with people yu love to be with.. yu cant be happ if everything around you upsets yuu!

also yu really shouldnt hurt yourselff. because think about when yu get older and have kidss. I used to do eraser burns alll over my body.. but then my friend started doing it to. and that juss made me feel even worse... think about when yu are about to get marrieddd. what are yu going to do if yu have scares every where from cutting yourself? scares never go away. they are going to follow yu for the rest of your life.

and the last thing yu might want to try doing is opening up to people.. juss make new friends..

hop everythin works outt!!

C:

I know that school is really hard sometimes...but think about it this way-you can have a great life and a really good job with a good education!! Study a lot and try to focus more on school instead of friends. You will always be able to make friends in your lifetime!!

Goodluck.
ps. dont use scissors or anything to hurt yourself. it won't help your situation. =/

make new friends...
stop hurting yourself, it is SO not a solution!!
think positive.
open your door and everyone will visit, lol
study a lot, and focus in class.
make sure you have breakfast in the morning (it's important) it can actually change your mood from mad sad depressed, to happy and excited (I've tried it)
when you go home, the first thing you do is your homework!! then do whatever you want (it makes you feel bad the other day when the teacher asks about homework and you didn't finish it yet)
just stay away from things that make you feel bad sad angy, and depressed!!
STOP CUTTING YOURSELF!! IT'S NOT A SOLUTION FOR YOUR PROBLEM!!!

thanks for your answers everyone. I dun a couple of days now and although its really bad I am thinkin positive,takin 1 day at a time, trying to keep on top of my already mountains of homework and gettin through! I also have eaten breakfats every day, your right it makes me feel a bit better before going to skl.

Thanx guys!!

Becz x