Scared

I would like to try again with him. And he is a very special and hard to understand guy and I know that he is having a lot of money, job, college, and family trouble right now. We had too much to just let go of everything and I am scared for him. He has...

a lot of psychological issues going on which have led him to anger management problems, depression , and insomnia. He told me to not contact him until he sees a therapist and contacts me. I would like to try again , even if it doesn't work out just to see what it would be like after some time apart and maturing. Even as g/f and b/f we formed a bond like brother and sister...best friends, and any connection we had it dying. What do I do? I know I have to let him do this on his own, but how can I help? and how can I let him know that I would like to start over?

Respecting his wishes would be a good start. If he needs time to sort things out in his life then you should give it to him. If you try to contact him now he might get angry or reject you because you haven't given him enough time to deal with his problems. When enough time has passed (say a few months) then you can try to contact him by writing him a letter telling him how you feel. If you are really afraid for him then you should try to talk to one of his close friends to find out how he is handling his problems. It also helps to talk to his friends about the fact that he might need their support right now. If you really want to have a chance at a mature relationship you'll have to start by putting your feelings aside for now and giving him some space to breath.