S*x help

I am only 13 and I am already interested in sx. I cant help it, I look up vids and pics and I cant stop myself, I need help, it all started when I was young like 3 and accidently found out how to have an org**m, I called it tickle the tinkle, weird name, and when my parents found out what it actually was, they made me stop, but secretly I kept doing it and I couldnt stop I would do it 10 times in a row and a few time I bled. When I was 10 or 11 I tried kissing a girl, it was nasty and one time my mom walked in but she didnt see luckily, I told her later it was her who attacked me. Then I found out about stuff online, and I found out when I was 12 about putting stuff after washing it in me, I even tried to squirt, I put stuff in my butt once too, each time I got in some sort of mood I couldnt stop until I had an org**m and then I felt bad and would say I would never do that again but I couldnt stop. It takes control. I am still a virgin, and sometimes think of having it, and sometimes I try to dream that I am. I havent even kissed a boy yet! I am growing up too fast and I cant stop,I need help or someone to talk to. How do I get over this habit?

It's actually normal to be curious about your body starting as a small child. That's why many male babies and kids touch their penises - it feels good, even though they don't know why. Little girls also start learning about their bodies and sometimes put things in their vagina, like candy wrappers (that's why mummies have to watch what their children do). They don't know about their bodies yet, and it's normal to explore.

When they find out doing certain things make them feel really good, and learn about orgasms, they tend to continue doing it. Again, it's still normal to learn what makes your body feel good and what makes your body feel pain. It is a learning experience. It doesn't make it bad.

You're still curious about what your body is capable of, and find examples of other things you can do through stuff online. It's still learning, until it's an addiction. An addiction is the state of being enslaved to a habit or practice or to something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming. Like you prefer to having an org**m than eating, going to school, or hanging out with friends. So, keep yourself in control.

It is part of growing up. However, when it comes to relationships and kissing boys and stuff, that can come later. Just relax, make friends, and have fun. Don't obsess about it too much, you will know when you're ready.

thank you without that I think I would have self destructed one of these days!!!lol

I think your fine, but why did you want to kiss a girl...?? or did I read it wrong?
lol

yer so I think your fine but like mystery wolf said dont let it take ova your life!

natalie..x

actually she asked me if I wanted to "practice for boys" I was confused so I said sure and it was really gross she even tried to stick her tongein my mouth and I got really mad at her but evrything happened in one night so when she did try I ended the kissingstuff. I wanted to barf

its just puberty!!!
it will be gone when you grow older^^
so do not worry^^~~!!