Runaway or kill myself?

Well I have a broken pinkytoe and I keep asking my mom to take me to the footdoctor for weeks

A month a ago she broke her foot right..

I was by her side I was there in the hospital with her. When she asked for food ill give it to her... Ect,
Anyway

I wine because it really hurts and she screams at me infront of her friends and she tells me to f*ck off...

I feel forgotten and I feel like killing myself because I have no firends, people want to beat me up! So..

Then whats use for living or atlease living with this family..!?

I dont kare about my mom anymore I dont even love her..

So she can suck a di*k for all I care!
My dad used to be on my side and now he tells me to go away he used to tell me to go to his bed and sleep with him and my mom (because I was so comfortable) but now he syaes that to my sister..

I used to be a dadys girl now what my family is only on the triplets side(2sis 1 bro)
Im the yungest and I always had the attention..

Now theirs no one..

Are you in school or is school out for the summer? I was thinking that you could talk to the school counselor. Even if school is out, the teachers should still be there and you could call or go there and talk to one in confidence.
Is there not anyone you can talk to? You can call a suicide hotline. They will have some advice.
If not, you can always talk to people here. I will talk to you. I'm a lot older but I've been through a lot and maybe I can help.
Suicide is not the answer.
Carol

you dont want to kill yourself over a broken toe
and you have every reason to live for
youve got the whole rest of your life to be dead
you only get so many years of them to spend living, and life is what you make it
life isnt about getting attention
you need to stop relying on other people and start relying on yourself
you can go to the hospital by yourself you know!
if your parents are giving you a hard time,
see if you can live or stay with a relative or friend
or if you think you dont have any, go out there and make some
things dobnt just happen, you need to take that first step...to make them happen
youd probably also benifit from talking to a counselor
or give kids help line a ring
because telling someone how you feel and whats wrong can make you feel a lot better
and they can also help you out and give you suggestions on what to do

talk to your parents about it. I used to be the same way. but at first it was so akward talking to them about it. but it worked out for the best, ya know? so now I have a wonderful life. and trust me, you will have the same feeling when you get done talking with your parents about how you feel and whats going on in your life. I PROMISE

I was in the exact situation that you are in. I still am with the family part. But you can't let them get to you. NOTHING is worth killing yourself, I know because I have tried. I woke up to my 5 month old nephew laying beside me and I realized that I would have missed him growing up had I succeeded. I would have missed planning my dream wedding (trust me, you'll find him) Being pregnant with my own child someday. Making new friends, and showing up the people who told me I'd never make anything of myself. It gets better after high school. I promise you, High school is pretty much as bad as it gets with emotional stress. All you have to do is set a goal and keep telling yourself "that would show them!" that way, it's even better when you reach it! I promise you sweetheart, nobody is worth going to Hell. If you need someone to talk to, funmail me. I have no problem giving you my number or whatever so we can talk. I know how it is being a teen age girl who nobody understands. It'll be okay.

You dont have to do eaither- I don't know if you are religious or not but pry- there has to be something deeper than a broken toe- something that is bothering your mother or even you. pleae "doing away" wiht yourself is not th answer- not even running away is. If you do something as drastic as that than you will never learn to stick wiht something ans work at something- you will alwyas be able to "walk away" and sometimes thats not the answer.

Dear God,
I am praying for yay1 right now father- right now father she is just going through a tough time - father I pray that you be with her and you be with her family right now- they need guidence fahter that they are looking for and that thye have been calling for form the world for a while. Lord both you and I know that the world can do nithgin for us father not even websites like this. lord we know that only parts of the world can bring us to right decisions and thats you fahter. Lord I pray that yay 1 go to you for guidence in all that she needs father- and let her believe that you can do anything for her. father show her the way to your mercy and your love. lord we know that you have sent you son to die on the cross so that every time that wee made a mistake than all we had to do is ask for forgiveness and we have kindly accepted your offer. lord all you ask is for us to place all of our worries and our burdens onto you- and to try fahter that is all you ask. lord I pray that you guid this family and all the broken family's and lord all of the teenagers that are just oging trough a hard time father- I pray that you guide all of us becuae you know that we all go througha a hrad time. lord we have all been there religios people and non religios people the only thing that seperates us from one another is you god- you can sve us and you can keep the world from sin and misery- lord I pray that you protect us and you cradle us in your arms. father we want to cry out to you father we long for more more of your mercy and your grace- lord its scary sometimes to try somethingnew- but we know that when we do it will be the best decision that we have ever made- father we glorify ytou for all that you do and we thank you father for taking epople out of bad situations father and father for taking those bad situations and making something good out of them- lord you are sooo powerful so powerful that you can take satan and just ovesome him by taking the bad tings that he puts us through and making thenm good things- fahter this reminds us that everything happens for a reason. lord life is tough and you know this- tha tis why you sent jesus your only son to die for us and all of our sins- fahter we thank you for that and we lift you up to the most high!

in jesus's name AMEN.