Relationships

well I love being married to my husband we do evrything together great sex do different things to keep our relationship up weve been together for 6 years and have to 2 kids he was a virgin when I met him know that for a fact (dont ask kinda wierd) and he...

was my second. I met my husband thru his neighboor my ex helped me thru my bi constantly cheating ex that I thought was straight and honest, anyway he helped me thru a lot and promised me if I got with him hed nevr b unfathful cause I was too perfect and I dint deserve it, manogomous hed be
anyway hes been perfect until 3 years ago I caught him masturbating to porn witch we always do together and for some odd reason it hurt me a lot cause I dint want him fantasise about anyone else than his supossidly perfect woman but I let it go sort of, then 3 moths ago I caught him e mailing some chick pic of his penis and texin her asking her what she thought of it we almost split but he convinced me he loved me and he only wanted her opinion (yea I know stupid right) had seen all the pics then I found a new pic of his mastubating suposidly it was for me but I didnt know he masturbated cause we constantly have sex so that pissed me of so much I lost it I whent snoopin thru his e mails a fuew months ago he took a trip of to settle with out me was he wanted to live somewere different and make a better life anyway he was posting ads to meet people in seatle craigslist casual encounters with pics of his penis asking people 4 a nit to remember but that wasnt him it was his friend that posted his pics (wtich I thougt was stupid) but I yet belived him again I have not been a saint etheir but never did anythin like that I talked to 2 guys naughty yes but not cause I liked the guys hey were butt ugly I have to kids and at that time my man was never home he hated me but I hated my body I pissed him off a lot cause I never left anywhere so I felt lonley and I wanted someone to make me feel good what I did wasnt right t all I soulve been stonger and yea he caught me but forgave me but 2 wrongs dont make a right so why he do it to me anyway ouur reltionship is so untsable I dk if hes cheted on me or what im going crazy please someone advise I love him its just so hard to forget all the bad stuff

You two really need to see a marriage cousellor.

It's hard to say that there's anything left to save, but you should at least give it your best effort, and if things with a marriage counsellor don't pan out, then maybe you need to realize that it isn't going to work.

There's a lot of damage that needs fixing, and there are few relationships strong enough to make it through all that hurt.