Quite confused.

Okay, I have this friend, whose name is Cody. We've known eachother since we were about in 2nd or 3rd grade, and now we are in highschool, froshes.. He had moved when we were in 8th grade, barely starting it. And it has been a long time since we've seen eachother. But, we always kept in touch over myspace, phone, msn, and anything else we thought of. Well, my friend Courtney was over, and he sent me a message on myspace asking if I had a boyfriend, and I said no. And I started getting curious if he liked me. So I asked Courtney to talk to him on msn and see. And she did, and found out he DID like me. He said he had liked me ever since we first met, and always had feelings for me. So, she got him to tell me how he felt about me. And I asked him why he never asked me out, and he said because he was too shy. And I understand that. Well, we started talking about these feelings, and he finally asked me out on msn. And I said yes, because I have always like him too. Well, we planned on a date after like a week going out. And I was very anxious to go see him. Well, he came and picked me up, and it was the first time we saw eachother since 7th ot 8th grade. And he seemed really nervous around me. Even when his friends were with us, was he embarrassed of me? And well, the next day he said his dad had told him we were 'moving too fast.' How can you possibly think thats moving too fast? Seriously.. and im thinking maybe since he saw me, and saw how much fatter and uglier I got, maybe that's why he broke up with me. I talked to him about it, but he said it wasnt that. He said he was telling the truth about his dad. And it's been about two months since all that happened. And, god, I think im in love with him now. And I told him on myspace, that I loved him... and im just scared, what if he rejects me? Or, what if he doesnt talk to me anymore after that? He hasnt been on to reply. I want to say so much more, but I dont want him getting wierded out.
Sorry if this it really long. Im just dyeing to get some help.
There's so much more, but im not going to get all detailed in that. Help? Please?!

Wow,
So you think he broke up with you because you gained more weight and you got 'uglier'
sweetie your not ugly dont let anyone tell you otherwise

Wow you really need to slow down. Go take some time off and go talk to your friends(not about him or your relationship) but just about other things. Maybe he needs to sort out what he really wants to do or maybe he just doesn't feel the same way. But give him some space and then talk to him on the internet again whenever he decides to come on. And let him IM you first. Once he does then ask him what he truly thinks about this relationship(hurtful feelings aside).

Okay, thank you for your advice.