Pregnency

dear advisor,
im a bit nervous to be pregnent again bcz I had two abortions befor. 1 abortion I had in 2002 and reason we dint want a baby that time , second I had a missed abortion in 2005 this time we wanted baby than doctor advice me not to conceive baby now she said to do after 6 months and now from 3 months im trying to conceive but im un able .
second I want to ask that after 1 or 2 days to my due periods can I become pregnent and I get discharge before 1 or 2 days before my periods why is it so

look I not your adviser but I say use protion getting an abortion is murder its killing a human being liveing in side of u . I say thats a mircle . I dosent matter if you want it then or not you made that mistake , and you have to live with it , and live with killing a soul a part of u.