Popping my cherry

I want to have sex really bad and started fingering myself when I was in kindergarten and a lot of my cousins I see that are younger then me do and when I say dont do that they say its a good feeling and thats exactly what I thought as a young girl but now I realize what I Really do. I want to have sex with my boyfriend but im so scared that my cherrys going to pop and I will be embarassed. we havent talked about my cherry popping just the sex. I need to know if you just bleed alottle and you dont notice it or if its like a waterfall. I really need to know someone please respond.

it depends how gentle the guy is. if he is gentle you wont bleed as much. when mines popped I bled for a little while then it stopped. when you 1st have sex it will hurt, depending if your hymen is broken or not. dont rush with wanting to have sex. it will happen on its own.

I agree with softballchick.

it all depends if he was rough or gentle. I bled A LOT, just because I had my period too. but have a pad with you, or ask if his sister has one. I did. I didn't want to end up walking home bleeding. ha.

I agree with softball chick it will happen on its own but it might be a possiblility that since you fingered yourself that it might have already broke