Dont want this one anymore

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p.s. no your not a bad person
we cant help how we feel about people and when you find the trick that lets you do that control how you feel after a while you feel strange so its good that you cant help but like this girl...I was in same situation and choose my best friend but I will warn you

we went out for about half a year and well ill spear you unessesairy details

after we broke up things were ok for a while we were still friends and I thought hay your bound to be a straind in your friendship and things will be weird for a while
ill say they didnt get better and we arnt as close as we were just before we went out any more so make sure you stay with her and stuff doesnt get seriously messed up cuase if it does youve not only lost your girl friend that you love
youve lost your best friend

wow theres one obvious step you need to take.

sweety, a true soul mate always begens with a best friend, so if your best friend feels the same way about you then what's the problem, you both know so much about eachother that if one feels bad you know exsacly what will make her/him feel better. best friends make love last. about the girlfriend, you say you love her, but does she love you? if not, just let her down slowly, she might cry, but everyone does when they break up. but if she's in love with you, then you have a problem, you have to choose, cant have both,just be alone and think about it, wich one you have more in comon, which one is eaiser to talk to, one who has more understanding, you know all the basics, but good luck.

wow your stuck you say you dont want to upset your girlfriend ermm probly better if youd have broken up with her before you snogged your best mate then but I personally would go with your best mate as that what I did when I was in the same situatuion

I think you should just be like " Hey, I think you're pretty friggen amazing and I want to make babies with you all night long "

She'll probably be totally up for it cause you're tan and no one can refuse a tan, even after he's a total douchebag and almost kills every aspect of your relationship because he's a complusive lieing sex feind. And could now possibly have aids. and the drips. ew.

She's probably madly in love with you and your compressed mom anyways, but you might want to stop being friends with her because she knows you're from a "common wealth" and that her country totally "pwns" yours everyday of your life.
If you're willing to take that risk though, go for it.

If all else fails, you'll still have Oliver =p But even Oliver knows how friggen amazing she is, and I'm pretty sure he's made it clear that if you try to attack her with a pillow, you're the one that's gunna get barked at. Hmmm, I guess you're just stuck.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA =p