What if I dumped him for a stupid reason and want him back?

ok mi e boyfriend, steven ...I reely love still

ok everything was great till one day mi guy friend and his friend told me that I was bein cheated on by steven...people say this but its not true...I think...so what I did was trashy, I called his house phone and at the time he was in columbia visiting fam, and I left a msg on his house phone because he broke his cell...and I said...yea steven I heard things and im breakin up wit you and your a b*tch...and then that same day I got together with this boy named brandon who I kinda liked, but it turns out he didnt like me and asking me out was a joke...but I didnt know that at the time...so the next that I saw steven at school and I was like I have to tlk...and I was like speechless because I didnt know where to start...and theni told him what happened and he said that he got asked out 2 and he said yes to her and I was like I still reely like you and want you back aand he goes its too late you made your choice and I cant do this to the girl...I sat there like depressed while he walked away then I starte to cry and then I saw at the ymca and he was there for swimming and we were in the same room an he was watchin me from behind a wall and he smiled at me and I loooked at him and I turned away in an upset look ...then that night I wrote him a note to give him today but I didnt see him. o and I broke up wit brandon yesterday because ifound out it was a joke, andand it said I didnt mean what I said and that I still reely love you and stuff like that...and how much I wanted him because I was wrintin him this big note...and nothin else happened yet...I feel so sad because I lost him for a stupid reason and he was mi best boyfriend and I miss him and I am totally lost anda b*tch to everyone now and I dont mean to...my mood has dropped and I dont know what to do

if you help me on this I would b so happy you have no idea
xoxo
jen

I think you guys should get back together

but I cant he dosent say he does and that its too late

I dont know what 2 tell ya

hm, in future you shouldnt listen to gossip, from experience, by everyone im sure, it's not the best road to take, because it's usually just people causing trouble for no reason because they're so bored with their own little lifes, or that there jelous of what other people have.
tell him that you was wrong, write to him if you feel like you can't get the words out, mail it to his house or post it through yourself instead of handing it to him or getting someone to give it to him then walking away, it makes you look a bit more serious aboutthe situation and shows him that you really do mean it, tell him it wont happen again and that you love him and if he loved you as much as he said he did he'll forget this silly squabble and give it another try, but if he is still saying it's too late after that try to move on and you never know, if he sees you happy and getting on with your life, he may feel a pang, some guys feel a lot of emotion about the girl when the girls not moping around crying over them, and visa versa.
hope this helps,
good luck, let me know how you get on
erin
x

thx so much erin...ill tell you what happens when it does = }

yea we tlked and like its hard to say mi feelings directly to him so I wrote hhim something and im going to give it to him on monday, and I said ill it chane anything and he said mabye and I dont want to seem despriate ...wht do I do!!!?

I dont see him that much anymore and like im startin to forget bout him and I met this new guy and hes nice so ...

If you didnt believe he cheated on you, then how did he happen to get a girlfriend so fast? You have to stop being so naive. If you have people telling you your boyfriend is cheating on you, dont just blow it off. For future reference, look into it, and do some investigating! You are very young. Just go out, and have fun. Dont waste time on immature boys, and all the drama young relationships bring.