Please help me!

Thing's That Might Help.
1. Im Usually Very Shy.
2. Prep Girls Annoy Me To Death
3. I've Never Had A G/F Or Kissed A Girl (HAHA Yea I Know)

Ok... There Is This Girl Who I REALLY Have Like For A While (Last Year+) And Like Me She Dose'nt Fit In Any Clique Or Anything... She's Not Fake (Ex. Trying To Be Popular By Wearing What All The "Cool" Kids Are...She Dose'nt Even Bother With Make Up Or Anything) She's Her Own Person Not Caring What Others Think Much Like Myself.

Earlier This Year My Cousin (Just Like A Sister To Me) Catches Me In One Of My Quick Glances At Her And Long Story Short I Didn't Even Need To Tell Her. She Decides To Help Giving Me Courage To Talk To Her And Advice On Girls From Another Girls Perspective And What Not. ( I Think Helped )

So Near The End Of The Year We Had Study Hall Together And She Decides To Sit With Me probably Cause I Was The Only Person She Knew... I Really Got To Know Her During That Time And I Listened And Remember Everything! (Big Thing I Have ADHD)

FYI. She's Really Polite, Not Very Talkative But She Talks a lot To Me, We Have a lot In Common, She Is Normal All The Way Around Nothing Really Seems To Stand Out To Other Guy's About Her.

I Love Anime So After Her Talk About The Meeting's She Goes To I Ask Her If She Would Mind If I Joined -- She Welcomed The Idea Accually Encourageing Me To So I Do.

Move Forward 5-7 Months
I Decide To Tell Her At One Of The Meetings How I Feel And I Tell Her "Ya Know You Are A Really Awesome Friend And I Don't Want To Mess That Up But I've Got To Tell You I REALLY LIKE YOU." Her Response Was "Ok" And It Was'nt Like I Did I In Front Of Everyone I Pulled Her Aside Alone After It Was Over.

At First Im All Pumped Because She Didnt Say No This Feeling Lasted Bout 4 Hrs.
Cause I Relized What A Meaning-less Answer That Was.

I Have Been REALLY Depressed And Thinking Into Stuff Way To Much The Last Month And 1/2.

But I Still Really Have DEEP Feelings For Her... She Is In My Head I Dream Of Her!

Please Help Me!!!

If You Need Any More Info Don't Be Afraid To Ask.

Why not get off topic and talk about random meaningless things, its a lot easier to talk to someone when you talk about something that isn't eating your heart out. Either way, if she knew you liked her and she didn't like you, why would she still be talking to you like nothing happened?

Hang out with her. I have guy friends.

Hang out with her. I have guy friends.