Please help, im in a huge problem. (sorry its long) but please help

Alrighty, so. I have a HUGE problem. I've been going out for this boy, for almost 11 months. He's a year younger then me though. So its so different. I'm almost 2 years older, which is also difficult. I've been sneaking around with this guy, who's...

extreamly popular. Any girl would want to get with him, except for me I though, when I first met him that is. I met him on the bus, like in april. Every girl told me how hot he was. I thought he was ok and a huge player. So like I forogtt about him, but 2 months later. He came over, with his bestfreind. It was pretty weird at first, like we were really shy. Then we got EXTREAMLY flirty, I didnt like him. But he liked me. I figured I'd have some fun with it then. Well, they came at like 2 and left at like 11.. we were in my basement, my bestfriend and his bestfriend were like I dont even know. But the lights were off. He really wanted to makeout with me, but remeber.. I have a boyfriend. So I just kissed him. Then about a half hour later, he madeout with me. And I was suprised. So I madeout back, and well... we madeout a lot. Let's just say that. And he did fingre me, and I gave him a hj.. I didnt know if I liked him, and I regreted it at first, and felt bad for my boyfriend. They left at like 11. Then came back the next day around like 1. Well, I made it pretty awakward between me and him. He still really liked me, and wanted to go out. But stupid retarded me, wouldnt break up with my boyfriend. We did start to flirt a lot, and I relized how much I liked him. So I was concidering breaking up with my boyfriend the next day. Then I decided not to. And good thing I didnt. Me and that boy, got into a HUGE fight, cause I said he couldnt come over cuase I got jelous, and he said I was being a b***, so I FLIPPED on him. But I liked him SO much. Well its about 3 or 4 weeks later now. And me, him, and his bestfriend have been hanging out every single night for the past couple of days. I'll go to his house, or he comes to mine, or we go to his bestfriends. ( I bring my bestfreind though too ) But yeah. It's so hard. Im pretty sure I wanna break up with my boyfriend. We have this song, that reminds of us of eachother I gotta feeling. He sneeked over to my friends house last night, till like 4am, him and his bestfriend. Casue I was sleeping there, but anyway. I gotta feeling kept coming on. and Hed just like , look down. My friend said it seems like theres a connection, but I dont even know. There used to be on. but whatever! He has a girlfreind, who he likes a lot and I still have my boyfreind. hes going into high school. im in my last year of middle school. So itd be hard. I understand that. But I just like him so much, I dont really like my boyfriend anymore. I mean, 11 months. of just him. its pretty hard. I don't know what to do. Im trying to get over him, But I just cant.. I need help. Any ideas what to do? im so deppressed. and so sad, and just confused. I need help.

yo you young grow up and follow your heart

yeah I agree with army, just grow up and do what you think is right if you dont like your boyfriend anymore stop making him think you do and break up w/ him!

girl you have 2 listen 2 your heart
think bout it
which is the better man?
do you really like this guy ?
or is it that your boyfriend never did this type of things with u ?
I know how confused you are * been in the same situation*

* funmail me and be more specific please cause I got a lil confused in your story*
+*+*+peace+*+*+